I have copied this over from my Art Blog, as it’s not just about art really this, but also about the weirdness of the modern world.
Portraiture and Botox
When I went to art school many years ago, well before the advance of digital media, a popular medium for life drawing and portraiture was the use of pencil and charcoal. Pencil work, particularly involving very fine detail became a speciality for me, and I developed a sort of ‘photographic’ style. Not loved by my tutors I hasten to add, as a more bold, dynamic and more contemporary approach was generally favoured at the time. I didn’t care.
Anyway, though I don’t do so much of it now, particularly life drawing and nude studies (too much of it at art school made me hate it), I had been asked recently by someone if I would be interested in a portrait commision, using pencil in a detailed and fine art style. However, when I said I might be, and that I may need to do some studies first and take some photos etc, my subject then said, to my amazement, that she may want to have some Botox filling in done. I thought initially that she was joking, and to my dismay, she wasn’t.
I tried to point out why this was not a good idea. My argument was such. Botox carries with it a recognisable signature. It distorts and interferes with the dynamic of the face, and also changes the texture and patina of the skin. I myself can spot even a skillfully Botoxed face a mile away. This may be due to being an artist and because for so many years, study of physiognamy was very important to me, and still is.
She wasn’t convinced, and I realised that what she wanted was not in fact a portrait in the traditional sense that would capture an impression of self, but a photographic representation (why she didn’t just get a photographic portrait done I don’t know). I then told her that I could do a piece digitally using a photograph of her face, and do a ‘paint over’ with my Wacom (tablet and stylus), and that she needn’t go to the extreme of having her face injected. She said she would ‘think it over’.
I thought a lot about this. I know in Hollywood there is a backlash against the use of Botox as it intereferes with an actors ability to deliver facial ‘nuance’. But, it also bothered me that this woman felt the need to undergo what in my opinion is still a pretty radical and untested (in the sense that there is as yet no evidence of potential side effects from long term use, as it it still so new) procedure just because she wanted to look good for a drawing!!!
Strange world!
So, on this rather portentous day…where am I at?
Well, sort of glum to tell the truth. Firstly, the long awaited event, namely my little girl starting school came and went, and four days in she has picked up a virus, is running one of her typical high temperatures and has diarrhea. Sadly, has had to have a day off school already, and will likely be at home tomorrow, even Friday. An ignominious start to her school career, but unsurprising.
She had Pneumonia (Bacterial Pneumococcas) two years ago, and had to be revived from a serious febrile convulsion in A&E. Since then, when infected she is prone to terrible fevers which can see her temperature go over 40c easily. We have had many trips to A&E in ambulances over the last three years. It comes to this, that our lives and happiness are totally dependant on the well being of this little person. When she is well and happy, so are we. When she is ill, we live in a twighlight world of medication and anxiety. I hope she picks up quicker than the last bout of illness (two weeks), as she is also due to start Ballet school on Saturday, to miss her first lesson really would be a terrible shame.
Other than that, artistically I am suffering from a slight attack of artistic self doubt. The whys and wherefores are irrelevant. My print sales are down, and my recent flurry of success seemingly a thing of the past. I know it will pick up again, but it’s somewhat demoralising. One thing that didn’t help, was a recent conversation with a lecturer in Fine Art I know (a very nice man, make no mistake) about the possibility of doing an MA in Art. The bottom line is, I may struggle to get in having not completed my degree, despite having spent FIVE years at art college. It’s a question of artistic ‘maturity’ and ‘focus’. I will have to present a portfolio (as one would regardless) and hope that is passes muster and that I am accepted on the basis of that. My conversation left me feeling flat and demotivated, I don’t really know why. He said nothing wrong, or even critical, it just reminded me of some of the issues I have always had with the ‘art industry’. I could go into a long disquisition about the art world, it’s inherent snobbery, elitism, and bullshit intellectualism..but I wont. I shall save that for another day.
So, other than that, nothing momentous has happened for me today, perhaps I should have bought a lottery ticket?!
However, I am reminded that two days from now is the anniversary of an event that changed the world dramatically for ever.
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