On Wednesday I took HRT for the first time. Quite a ‘right of passage’ as my husband put it. Though, I am still in two minds about it, the fact is…quality of life has become a bit poo lately. You don’t appreciate how horrible hot flushes are until you have them, so in hindsight…I do have some sympathy for my Mother (whose hot flushes made her so red and hot you could have lit a candle near her face). However, bad as they are, they are only the tip of the iceberg. Loss of sleep, overwhelming tiredness, the mood swings and temper flashes of a pubescent teenager have taken their toll and sent me hot foot to the Doctor.
I had my ‘pitch’ all ready, as some friends of the same age had reported difficulties in getting their Doctors (particularly if men) to prescribe them HRT. I needn’t have worried. After some questions, she pretty much admitted that I was an ideal candidate, and having talked it through, prescribed me Premique for three months.

Have you ever seen that ‘Grumpy Old Women‘ episode where they talk about the ‘letters from school’ and having to make things for school projects? Costumes, cakes, makes etc, and the terror of looking in the school bag to find yet another letter from the school asking for this that and the other. Contributions for this, help to make that, donations for this, cartoons, carboard, this list is endless…
Well, a few weeks ago I was handed a blue piece of cloth, and a letter explaining that we needed to make a collage hand for a community project in which all finished hands would be put together to make one big collage. We had to use the blue square with which they had supplied us, and we could then use anything else we wanted. Fabric, paper, glitter, all sorts.
Being a creative person, I had lots of good ideas, but then like most things in my life, I left it to the last minute. So, realising the deadline was upon me, I pinned down my protesting daughter, drew around her hand (so I could at least with a clear conscience claim she had been involved), used the cutout as a stencil and used some pink felt for the hand shape. I Got some PVA from her craft box, and the day before the deadline start gluing on my stars and sequins, having used spray mount to affix the hand. That worked quite well. I left it for 24 hours, which I thought would be ample time for it to dry. It did indeed dry, however, when I lifted my square, all the stars and sequins started to fall off. I then re glued again with craft glue. Left it for two hours, went back..again everything fell off.
By this time I was getting desperate as I had only an hour to go before I had to hand it over, the deadline having all ready been and gone. Frantically I rushed upstairs to my studio and got my very expensive (only to be used for serious art work) pot of Golden Matte Gel Medium. I got some more glue, and carefully stuck my stars (beginning to look a little worse for wear) and sequins down and painted the gel medium over the the top, then somewhat haphazardly and over enthusiastically covered it in glitter, it actually worked a treat.
I left it pinned to the line to dry and carefully carried it to the school and handed it over with nary a backwards glance, relieved to be rid of it.
It was a stressful day all told and am so looking forward to my next school project.

Hand for school project

Hand for school project